Valuing A ‘First’

There’s always a first in everything…

I got to be honest but I just slept last night, like the other nights. It’s the first new year’s eve celebration that I seem to have ignored. It’s not a good start but I’d like to believe that things will change in the next few days. I have been struggling from my pessimism for the past months. Day after day, I wanted to change even a minuscule of my breathing just to say that I’ve done something new. I have seen my daily loss of passion. It’s fatal, until now I still don’t get it. Is it a choice? Is it enough? Writing used to be my best friend, but all of a sudden it became my antagonist. It’s the just the first day of the year, and I here am pouring my thoughts, and my tragedy. 

And I don’t understand why I came up with this post.

I really need to pull this from my system. It’s just sad. Writing is killing me. Writing should be a therapy, but why should it end up like this? Why is this phase so elusive?


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Posted 5 months ago

Um dia voce acorda e descobre q não tem mais tempo de fazer o que sonhava.
O momento é agora. Aja.

Paulo Coehlo
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1 note - Posted 6 months ago

this is not even accurate.

this is not even accurate.

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3 notes - Posted 10 months ago

I want simple things to be served in a complicated way. 

I want simple things to be served in a complicated way. 

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Posted 10 months ago

scribbledribble-suck-it-up:

break any of these rules to avoid something outlandish

scribbledribble-suck-it-up:

break any of these rules to avoid something outlandish

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52 notes - Posted 10 months ago

permiasorella asked:
hahaha Thank you =D

:D I  love your blog


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Posted 10 months ago

stylish sheer polo for work and night-out.Definitely a must-have. For work and play, double purpose it is. 

stylish sheer polo for work and night-out.Definitely a must-have. For work and play, double purpose it is. 

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15 notes - Posted 10 months ago

so what’s new

And all I want to do now is watch something on big screen. I’ve noticed that movies are being recycled and reinvented though. I am looking forward to a freshly conceived movie. Truth be told, I  am sick and tired of sequels and adaptations. Where’s the creative function of  industry now? I can’t remember when  was the last time I’m amused. 


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Posted 11 months ago

you’re adorable,that’s it. Plot is marinated with 2 of you getting high. You were ripped   .and later on resurrected. I don’t understand, why it has to be like that. #disappointed #iloveTEDbut

you’re adorable,that’s it. Plot is marinated with 2 of you getting high. You were ripped   .and later on resurrected. I don’t understand, why it has to be like that. #disappointed #iloveTEDbut

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18 notes - Posted 11 months ago